Have you ever felt like giving up, like you’ve had about enough, although your goals may seem so distant, you must remain optimistic… And I don’t need your help, and I don’t need anybody else, I will achieve my goals, and I’ll do it on my own… Working my hands down to the bone, as you can see, and I know I will succeed, Things may seem like there out of reach, but I’ll just extend my boundaries…...
The sun sank lower, As the train tracks curved, The day passed slower, As my thoughts they churned, The city had vanished, When my last breath was drawn, Though I still felt the damage, As I reached with my arms, I tried my very best, To snatch but one wisp of air, For I had been blessed, To catch one last scent of her hair, It’s strange that the flavor of last autumn, Still lingers on the back of your tongue, But how you can lose someone forever… I’ll miss you… so long....
I can still feel her tears, For they are falling from the sky, This world cares not for me, So I say my last goodbyes, Its so hard to leave my dear, Because I love her so, And I don’t want to leave her here, In this hurtful world alone…
I brought you down, But you kept with me, Pushed you to the ground, yet you have not left me, You help me stand strong today, I used to live in yesterday, But i am better now, You told me how i make you proud, you have kept your faith, And taught me how to appreciate, All that i have, And what i have been blessed with, And once i had felt trapped, But it was you that had helped me, I stand here today, all better and well, i don’t know what to say, except thank you for all the help, You have brought tears to my eyes, You have taught me to try, and how to live through, all my unlucky Red Skies,
She tells me she loves me she is filled with lies She asked me how could I see I said through your eyes She ran away She went where no one knows her name she went to a place with less growing pains I never saw her again but times got worse I was blamed for her wrongs I was quite hurt maybe I should join her in a far away land maybe we could be together hand in hand where no one knows your name a place with less growing pains one day I will see it wasn’t meant to be yet that doesn’t bother me I have so much to lose yet so much to gain every cloud is in my way and I am drowned in Growing Pains....
I feel like i was hit by a dozen bricks, my body goes one way as 1000 needles prick, A deadly rose stands silently, but its thorn slices violently.. You look like a flower too, but we dont know you are so powerful, sometimes I wish that we never met, but then my heart pumps up again… seductive leaves fall from the sky, as a tree, it starts to die, one by one they fall to the ground, landing softly without a sound… My feelings are something I never show, my little secrets you never know, I try to help by defending you, but then you tell me you hate me… I HATE YOU TOO…...